Wednesday, May 16, 2007

I know my "Y" and sure about X.

X is something worng which I always think that when there is something wrong, I just be quiet and let them forget it. But it's wrong. Strong suit must give result but this is not.
Harrrr...
Got it. I'm pretending to be nice cover the wrong thing.

I just found my Y today while I was taking shower. "Y" is "I'm not belonged" and when I'm not belong, I make a decision that I'm not good enough. From this, I always buy a lot of books, study as much as I can (I mean the tutorial :P ), all equipment must be at hand, etc. Many things proving that I'm not good enough.
The same as this time that I'm gonna be a coach. I think that I also review the Forum again..... It doesn't inspired me at all.

Soooo what is my new possibility???
My posibility that I create for myself and my life is a possibility of "ชัดเึจน" in every area of my life.

How about "Z"????
Z is I have to be on my own. Do I have it yet????
Yes I do. I can do it. I say that without thinking that is it possible or not. That's why I'm always in "doing mode". Yea, doing mode is using me ALL the time....


How about my racket??
I use positive thinking cover all the racket. That's why I don't have much. I just say that "it just the way it is and accept the way it be without fixing or changing it" That is why I don't feel sad when I'm not reach my goal.

Yea yea, I found my racket and more sure about my strong suit